oh gosh. my mind is in a chaos again.
should refrain from reflections of life after 10pm.

it was just an interview. the first one.
followed by a talk of being a CAD design engineer, followed by a talk by MOE of being a teacher, followed by an fyp meeting, followed by a talk of a power company.

invoked my thoughts. and soon it went uncontrollably chaotic.

what i want in life.
i was too young to be sure then. i am too old to be uncertain now.
i keep those dreams, i always will. but i live in the reality. what Sheldon would tell Leonard: weltschmerz

destiny, please pick one for me.
whatever it is, if i am the one doing it, im gonna do it right.