2010, not a module name

i wish i could:


live in the place i live in right now
have 3 meals a day, no matter what
even if there's only plain bun & chilli sauce left, do not eat instant noodle
exercise often
sleep alot

not to skip any lesson, no matter how early/late/unnecessary/alien/boring it is
not to be late (too hard)

stay calm, no panicking, outside & inside

refrain from doing some unnecessary stuff
not to waste time

time spent with friends is never a waste

try not to get hurt
try to make it mild & lasting, though it might still be severe & ever-lasting

365 days later, feel no regret.


are some points contradicting?
hmmmm