why am i missing
the mattress i just dumped
那么恋旧吗
filled w feelings suddenly

that's the piece of sponge
when coming back exhausted, always dropped flat on it like a corpse
it has witnessed me through tough times, tougher times, tougher and tougher times...
life hasn't got better, but have to replace it with another one

will i get insomnia on the new one later? how soon will i get used to it?
why do i feel myself a fool more n more

even a mattress can make me so emo
do u understand
a person....

that wasn't me
feeling is the root of unhappiness
i didn't have any
shouldn't have any