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如果我很爱这个国家，就希望她得到自由，美式？不行，靠谱点，荷兰式。
如果我恨极这个国家，也希望她得到自由，台式？算了，“正确”点，印尼式。

I'm happy for Singapore.
A vocal, passionate Singapore.
The one I have been looking for.
Though to some (or a large) extent the grudge is against people like me.
It's ok.
It's normal.

Life is about limitation (of resources). Have to fight for it at times.

国籍、地域认同，虚虚实实的东西。
新移民和当地华人，时间播回百年，新客和土生华人，情形都差不多吧。
谁比较土著，is very subjective. 马来人当然觉得土生华人不够土，建国后就取消了他们土著资格。可是没人提起，他们并没有orang asli更土著些。人多，就成了土著。That's the reality.
“台湾人”不会把土地还给土著，也会故意忘记客家人比较早来。
澳洲、美国⋯⋯

我知道，我在强词夺理。一个有自主权的地方、现代国家，当然可以制定它喜欢的，开门、关门随它所愿。

Doesn't matter.

I din't request to come to this world.
Nor this country.
But I tried to love all these. And will continue to.

And I pray for a 荷兰式.
Though the future isn't sweet for me, anyway.