听了一个讲座。
我有很多话要说。
从何说起，
and address to who?

I've looking for an answer.
The answer is no.
Expected and surprised.

Contradicting.
Like the state itself.

So, I took a stupid test at 6pm, attended the talk immediately after. Skipped dinner. Just to look for an answer.
An answer which leaves as many question marks as before.
Worth it though.

Routined life attrites a person.
Some randomness is needed,
to feel that life is under your control,
(when it is about to be out of control)

Good night world