那些花儿

范瑋琪 那些花兒


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practising

[电影]天水围的日与夜 The Way We Are

现代人活得太华丽，太戏剧化，仿佛在银幕的那头。
平淡、普通，柴米油盐，才贴近生活的原貌。

影片平铺直叙，毫无修饰。让我觉得只要伸手，就可以帮他们关门，开灯。

淡定、朴实的少年，热心、宽容的妈妈，在繁华、充斥铜臭的香港，有着一种“隐于市”的安逸。

没有怪诞的剧情，反而不太习惯。一直猜测下一秒会有什么戏剧化的发展。没有，只有感动、平淡和喜乐。

im so sick. 69/70

tidying up some feelings. attempting to



往事一片片落 走到尽头
命运自认幽默 由不得我
壮志凌云 与日争辉徒消瘦
多年饱览足迹 望眼欲穿
红尘滚滚 发花鬓白
我没看透

（信笔涂改）

When a Child is Born

merry X'mas



A ray of hope flickers in the sky
A tiny star lights up way up high
All across the land, dawns a brand new morn
This comes to pass when a child is born

A silent wish sails the seven seas
The winds of change whisper in the trees
And the walls of doubt crumble, tossed and torn
This comes to pass when a child is born

A rosy hue settles all around
You've got the feel you're on solid ground
For a spell or two, no-one seems forlorn
This comes to pass when a child is born

It's all a dream, an illusion now
It must come true, sometime soon somehow
All across the land, dawns a brand new morn
This comes to pass when a child is born


another version

not computing

the only difference is, some are more revokable than the others. in big O notation, assume that's not a difference

秋天不回来

不是无话可说

因为没必要说

once, twice, e^n times...

whatever left will decay in ln(x) time.

no nid to say, just be quiet. shhh

old song, Evergreen Tree

重阳，2010

it comes to the time that im afraid of opening up the next sms, to discover what's the next thing to be gone

those things which i thought i can own them for a specific amount of time.

is the one above trying to prove his potency by removing things from me? or just to remind me that nothing is mine by my own will.

ok. proven. pls stop it

and whatz wrong

it comes to the time when i don't share things with who i used to share with. becoming more vulnerable to changes. coz it's not my habit relating everything to the one above

whatz wrong

songs

花房姑娘


4:55

life

traded-in the secret recipe.
walked thru the thorns.
there isn't a garden awaiting.
only gained more n more pricks.


遗失了秘方
走过一地荆棘
尽头没有花香
行者浑身带刺



也许，真正离开象牙塔，才会收敛锋芒。

The Last Gunshot

u woke up the rock within

everytime i pass by, felt the urge to bring it home. but everytime din't, coz of space constraint of my room.

finally i figured out where i can put it, meanwhile 'conquering' space in the TV room :P

and here it is

vae

previous song

dedicated to another friend too

做个逍遥的“魂儿”啊！:D

还有即将去States追梦的“副社长”

我还在原地守候大家

old song, for a friend

evidence of bordom

refr to topic

Movie

Le Petit Nicolas (Little Nicholas)

scene: mum running back for instant dumpling

how many people, had a childhood 'dream' of running away from home? esp after quarrelling.

i had, alot of times. never carried out. but that sentiment never fades with age. whenever reading about runaway children from news.

child, the world is small, where can u run to? we all live in a net, how to break free completely?

leave when u are older? that's good, at least u wont trouble the world to look for u.
by then u'll find, there's no need to runaway anymore, coz u are on ur own voyage. everyday is a day being a runaway. u are free to wander around, watch the crowd passing by, starve urself and post a stupid blog entry

i can't believe i bought a book

@ about 4 times of itz original price

and...

i read it before in the library.

some books are just so unforgetable. many years later u'll still remember how it felt

sometimes the feeling changes, like a joke: when hearing it the second time, it's no longer funny.

but i guess this one will give me the same feeling as before, and the years ahead

so, just to keep something that money can't buy. i don't know whatz that yet

old song, new sentiments

小齐version

there goes one whole morning. just taking breakfast, browsing the net and troubleshooting a printer.

finally it works. one morning, just to print the outline for revision.... how effective


Fake Wings
.Hack//SIGN
Composer: Yuki Kajiura



Shine bright morning light
Now in the air the spring is coming
Sweet blowing wind
Singing down the hills and valleys
Keep your eyes on me
Now we're on the edge of hell
Dear my love, sweet morning light
Wait for me, you've gone much farther, too far

u said it's all destiny

when destiny pushed you to the crossroad, you chose ...

和我一样
拖泥带水

ai shang ni

S.H.E

formula

Fade to Black

Life it seems will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters, no one else

I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free

Things not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this can't be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel

Emptiness is filling me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me but now he's gone

No one but me can save myself
But it's too late
Now I can't think
Think why I should even try

Yesterday seems as though
It never existed
Death greets me warm
Now I will just say goodbye

family

met an emo friend ytd n walked all over panjang tgt.

i guess if her mum returns n looks after her well-being, everything will be fine.

family
the one who leave the lights on
deep in the night
dim and heart-warming

but i'm already used to darkness.

the prof said, 'so far i have received 8 or 9 emails regarding your research proposal. Most of them are fine and I have replied. However, there's one group instead of sending one proposal, they sent me 5 topics and ask me to choose one for them ....................................'

2 lies

i dunno since when i become like this

there'r 2 things i don't believe in. (or lies)

busy:
sure or not? are u the MP or PM? just say u can't be bothered

late becoz of blah blah blah:
why won't u be late for your job interview? just say u can't be bothered
(occasional late-ness is tolerable, don't make it your habit people)

sometimes it's ridiculous. all of us are 8 hours ahead of Greenwich Mean Time. but none of our watches can be the same

so i should get that attitude: i can't be bothered either

old song

suddenly remembered this song

Clon


english version by
Alex To

dreamt of house collapsing.

one of the greatest fear within?

yes i'm a fool

so what

new year

a pair of dogs 囧





friend's laptop, my cap n bag behind



valentine's roses. not mine of course

happen to see this in the library

The Life and Loves of a She-Devil
by Fay Weldon

only read the introduction



what makes a woman devil? or rather who can turn a woman a demon?
of course ...
who else ...

how much does it worth?

self-esteem

一生有你 I Have You in My Life

original

Time has been frozen

CNY eve, midnight, train

filled with tiredness and pain

sat bonelessly in the seat, despite all the looks

couldn't fall asleep as I did on a usual trip

staring blankly

imagined that the train was about to enter a time tunnel

and then, i will find

time has been frozen in 2004 A.D.

that midnight of CNY eve, on that train

though time passed

cells divided and became nearer to the last moment

nothing can be done

to make anything differnt

maybe i don't have to exaggerate everything so painful

everybody has a lifelong battle to fight for

but i'm not sure if everybody is hurt and carry scars

what kind of scar(s)

can make you shun away this special occasion

so as many supposed-to-be-special occasions

the wise man will say

if you don't have desires, you will be strong 无欲则刚

true

if you don't have desires, you won't struggle so much

coz after the struggles

you may find

you are back to the origin (0,0)

coz time has been frozen

nothing to say..

chinese history n literature. why i took it? coz i feel it will be a translation module for me, which i couldnt find in GEM.

tutorial 1 today. i din't participate. coz the class is quiet, i dun wanna be so hyperactive. towards the end of lesson the tutor asked, so what is the common attributes of Zuo Zhuan 左传 and Shi Ji 史记? then he called my name.

common attributes? hmm...
"both authors are disabled..."

(silence, then giggles)

"because the author of Zuo Zhuan is blind and ...." (and i couldn't continue with another disabilty, but i wanted to say they were having defects in their body but it din't stop them from doing great later on. but i couldnt continue)

the tutor repeated his question but i still couldn't see anything in common besides that.

the answer should be they are both great historial records n have significant blah blah blah.

i should have thought of that.

argh~~~~ did i impress the class in an opposite way? how can it just come out from my mouth?

give me an excuse
and a place
to squeeze out some liquid from the eyes
wasabi?
a grand funeral?
...
coz i can't squeeze it out
just being absorbed back before it drops
but it will feel better if it drops
right?

.hack//Sign

seldom get addicted to anime or its related stuff. this is one exception.

.hack//Sign
(sounds so electrical)




Composer: Yuki Kajiura



Come with me in the twilight of a summer night for awhile
Tell me of a story never ever told in the past

Take me back to the land
Where my yearnings were born
The key to open the door is in your hand
Now fly me there

Fanatics find their heaven in never ending storming wind
Auguries of destruction be a lullaby for rebirth

Consolations, be there
In my dreamland to come
The key to open the door is in your hand
Now take me there

I believe in fantasies invisible to me
In the land of misery I'm searchin' for the sign
To the door of mystery and dignity
I'm wandering down, and searchin' down the secret sun

Come with me in the twilight of a summer night for awhile
Tell me of a story never ever told in the past

Take me back to the land
Where my yearnings were born
The key to open the door is in your hand
Now take me there
to the land of twilight

lego blocks

am i just too bored?

kittens sleeping tgt
reminds me of tom n jerry. dunno why.

(click n view the full version. quite touching. i think)

Sun Yan Zi - The Moment 這一刻

孫燕姿 - The Moment

sometimes love just aint enough

posted this be4, but being removed due to some copyright stuff.

Sun Yan Zi

孫燕姿-開始懂了

Bad Day

关于一种情绪

如果你fall for a person, 而恰好ta也fall for you, 那太完美了。

如果你fall for a person, 而恰好ta是同性别，那就是同性ai。也没什么大不了。

如果你fall for a person, 而ta却对你无动于衷，那就是单恋。

如果你fall for a person, 而那人已有所属，那你就是笨蛋。

如果你fall for a person, 那人已有所属，却还跟你纠缠不清，那你就是情人。

如果你fall for a person, 那人已有所属，所属不止一人，却纠缠不清，那是。。

随便吧

in such situation, judgement from ordinary human beings are not required.

都是人吗，都是一种情绪

joanna

迷宫


lost in paradise


有你的快樂

1st day of school

now i remember, why i skipped so many lectures. (so short-term memory)
coz i will doze off in cold.
makes me feel sick every time.

damn interesting? how can u make a damn boring module damn interesting.
letz see. how many lectures i can stay awake throughout.

2010, not a module name

i wish i could:


live in the place i live in right now
have 3 meals a day, no matter what
even if there's only plain bun & chilli sauce left, do not eat instant noodle
exercise often
sleep alot

not to skip any lesson, no matter how early/late/unnecessary/alien/boring it is
not to be late (too hard)

stay calm, no panicking, outside & inside

refrain from doing some unnecessary stuff
not to waste time

time spent with friends is never a waste

try not to get hurt
try to make it mild & lasting, though it might still be severe & ever-lasting

365 days later, feel no regret.


are some points contradicting?
hmmmm