I exhaust my last bit of energy in other aspects of life, in order not to spare any energy to miss you.

However, due to some miscalculation, I always squeezed more last bit of energy to miss you, then fall asleep.

Attn

Work life survival 101:

- Cut away 'maybe', 'should be', 'i think', even if you are not sure.

- The only keywords are 'yes', 'no'

- Never claim ownership of mistakes (in work).

- While being an asshole will make you better off in workplace, being a nice person will make you pushed around, there's still some reason not to go for the 1st. Life isn't all about work anyway.
Be yourself. Be nice and draw a line. Bite back right in the neck when others stomp over.

I miss you. For no good reasons. For no obvious reasons.