KTM @ Bt Timah

actually
i'm not sure.

"whatever will be, will be."
an exam question in logic.

无需掩饰、感觉自在的关系
与
害怕、讨好、权力、逃避、依赖的关系
是要分一个明白
还是要装作糊涂
知多知少难知足
（唱起来了。。。）

写在没人看到的地方

从一坨肉，长成一大坨肉，
我没有半点功劳，
无需庆贺。

但人生在世总会有些应景的形式，也不抗拒。

生命的意义到底在于什么？
我好像知道过，后悔忘了写下来。也许那种偶然的瞬间感悟，也不是言语能表述清楚的。

或许，我能为你带来些微不足道的快乐，和一些搞怪的、新奇的感觉。
或许，我能为充满期待的你们带来些值得欣慰的消息。
或许，永远不会有人理解。
或许，在同一个世界中，还有另一个我，观风云变改，沧海桑田，又沉默不语。

曾努力划过别人的生命中，尽情燃烧，然后一切归为平静。别人的天空就此如何，无从知晓。
日升日落，应该是什么都不留痕迹。
也罢。也罢。
流水落花春去也。

所以，
长大了。

姑姑说我 “长大了，变成了个快乐的大人”。

快乐吗？

或许，有时是故意给世界摆了个空城计。以一副不败的姿态应对各种攻击。
或许，收藏心情的我，不经意间，让快乐流露。
或许，真的快乐。

心情是个模糊的东西，没有坐标，没有形状，有点颜色、味道。总之难以形容。

Necessarily, utilitarianism implies happiness for oneself.
However,
happiness is a state of mind, a way of life, not necessarily utilitarian.

This explains a lot to me.

May happiness be in my custody. And yours too.

世界上没有拆不开的机器，没有解不开的心结。

——拆风扇、擦灰、上油，解决多日来的噪音问题后有感

"In the end, we will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends."

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zhl9MLno424

A decomposed body was found in clementi.
When I knew it was actually clementi woods, it suddenly makes me feeling down.
That's where I used to walk to West Coast Park, a refuge away from the jungle.
Impressed by the lush green and tranquility, I never realized that implies danger.

Who? Why? When? How? ...
It might be solved. It might always be a mystery.

That day will come, when all of us became bony remains.
I think Zhuang Zi said, whether we are engulfed by carnivores, rats or ants, makes no difference.
Saddened by the imagined picture still.

My condolences.

you are who you are,
not who you want to be.

be yourself

猫与狗

做动物的话，做只猫吧。
养宠物的话，养只狗吧。

Don't ask me, what's exactly on my mind.
coz I'll fence off the question instinctively.
And on a second thought,
asking myself what's exactly on my mind,
I couldn't figure it out either.

浪漫的事 浪漫的是
不吃不喝不睡 只为了刻好第一颗篆刻
乘7小时硬座 抱抱孩子 然后返程

Indeed, history is nothing more than a tableau of crimes and misfortunes.
-Voltaire