dreamt of house collapsing.
one of the greatest fear within?
Sunday, February 28, 2010
Friday, February 26, 2010
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Friday, February 19, 2010
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Time has been frozen
CNY eve, midnight, train
filled with tiredness and pain
sat bonelessly in the seat, despite all the looks
couldn't fall asleep as I did on a usual trip
staring blankly
imagined that the train was about to enter a time tunnel
and then, i will find
time has been frozen in 2004 A.D.
that midnight of CNY eve, on that train
though time passed
cells divided and became nearer to the last moment
nothing can be done
to make anything differnt
maybe i don't have to exaggerate everything so painful
everybody has a lifelong battle to fight for
but i'm not sure if everybody is hurt and carry scars
what kind of scar(s)
can make you shun away this special occasion
so as many supposed-to-be-special occasions
the wise man will say
if you don't have desires, you will be strong 无欲则刚
true
if you don't have desires, you won't struggle so much
coz after the struggles
you may find
you are back to the origin (0,0)
coz time has been frozen
filled with tiredness and pain
sat bonelessly in the seat, despite all the looks
couldn't fall asleep as I did on a usual trip
staring blankly
imagined that the train was about to enter a time tunnel
and then, i will find
time has been frozen in 2004 A.D.
that midnight of CNY eve, on that train
though time passed
cells divided and became nearer to the last moment
nothing can be done
to make anything differnt
maybe i don't have to exaggerate everything so painful
everybody has a lifelong battle to fight for
but i'm not sure if everybody is hurt and carry scars
what kind of scar(s)
can make you shun away this special occasion
so as many supposed-to-be-special occasions
the wise man will say
if you don't have desires, you will be strong 无欲则刚
true
if you don't have desires, you won't struggle so much
coz after the struggles
you may find
you are back to the origin (0,0)
coz time has been frozen
Monday, February 01, 2010
nothing to say..
chinese history n literature. why i took it? coz i feel it will be a translation module for me, which i couldnt find in GEM.
tutorial 1 today. i din't participate. coz the class is quiet, i dun wanna be so hyperactive. towards the end of lesson the tutor asked, so what is the common attributes of Zuo Zhuan 左传 and Shi Ji 史记? then he called my name.
common attributes? hmm...
"both authors are disabled..."
(silence, then giggles)
"because the author of Zuo Zhuan is blind and ...." (and i couldn't continue with another disabilty, but i wanted to say they were having defects in their body but it din't stop them from doing great later on. but i couldnt continue)
the tutor repeated his question but i still couldn't see anything in common besides that.
the answer should be they are both great historial records n have significant blah blah blah.
i should have thought of that.
argh~~~~ did i impress the class in an opposite way? how can it just come out from my mouth?
tutorial 1 today. i din't participate. coz the class is quiet, i dun wanna be so hyperactive. towards the end of lesson the tutor asked, so what is the common attributes of Zuo Zhuan 左传 and Shi Ji 史记? then he called my name.
common attributes? hmm...
"both authors are disabled..."
(silence, then giggles)
"because the author of Zuo Zhuan is blind and ...." (and i couldn't continue with another disabilty, but i wanted to say they were having defects in their body but it din't stop them from doing great later on. but i couldnt continue)
the tutor repeated his question but i still couldn't see anything in common besides that.
the answer should be they are both great historial records n have significant blah blah blah.
i should have thought of that.
argh~~~~ did i impress the class in an opposite way? how can it just come out from my mouth?
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