I'm Still Here

I am a question to the world
Not an answer to be heard
Or a moment that's held in your arms

And what do you think you'd ever say
I won't listen anyway
You don't know me
And I'll never be what you want
Me to be

And what
Do you think you'd understand
I'm boy, no, I'm a man
You can't take me
And throw me away

And how
Can you learn what's never shown
Yeah, you stand here on your own
They don't know me
'Cause I'm not here

And I want a moment to be real
Want to touch things I don't feel
Wanna hold on and feel I belong

And how can the world want me to change
They're the ones that stay the same
They don't know me
'Cause I'm not here

And you see the things they never see
All you wanted - I could be
Now you know me
And I'm not afraid

And I want to tell you who I am
Can you help me be a man
They can't break me
As long as I know who I am

And how can the world want me to change
They're the ones that stay the same
They can't see me
But I'm still here

They can't tell me who to be
'Cause I'm not what they see
Yeah, the world is still sleepin' while I keep on dreaming for me
And their words are just whispers and lies that I'll never believe

And how can you say I'll never change
They're the ones that stay the same
I'm the one now
'Cause I'm still here

I'm the one
'Cause I'm still here
I'm still here
I'm still here
I'm still here

海口

后弦 - 海口

作词：后弦
作曲：后弦
专辑：东方不败


海口字典没如果
恋人造句很英雄
若把爱意当明月
明月为你敢忘了缺

默默遮住你泪眼
世界毁灭没看见
幼稚打败去痛片
旧的情侣表 拨不回以前

她的手很颤抖
结局粉饰太平忙乱在重写
这一切停止在台风席卷来的夜

我向你夸下海口
心为你滴成琥珀
冷却以后 千年后 万年后
爱通透依旧

退潮的老人海口
船不到爱人码头
话不能收 海尽头 道别后
挥向泪的洋流

海口字典没如果
恋人造句很英雄
若把爱意当明月
明月为你敢忘了缺

默默遮住你泪眼
世界毁灭没看见
幼稚打败去痛片
旧的情侣表 拨不回以前

她的手很颤抖
结局粉饰太平忙乱在重写
这一切停止在台风席卷来的夜

我向你夸下海口
心为你滴成琥珀
冷却以后 千年后 万年后
爱通透依旧

退潮的老人海口
船不到爱人码头
话不能收 海尽头 道别后
挥向泪的洋流

我向你夸下海口
心为你滴成琥珀
冷却以后 千年后 万年后
爱通透依旧

退潮的老人海口
船不到爱人码头
话不能收 海尽头 道别后
挥向泪的洋流

我向你夸下海口
心为你滴成琥珀
冷却以后 心冷却以后
当年的乐天派死了很久

退潮的老人海口
船不到爱人码头
话不能收 海尽头 道别后
挥向泪的洋流

A song

Courtesy

(Ha Hui and a group of hearing-impaired children)

I dreamt,,,,,,,,, of food

Rare dream. Let me record.

It was obviously a Chinese New Year reunion dinner. Or lunch?

I can't tell where exactly I was, just rmb it was a spacious, bright and clean house. Probably a combination of my grandparents' former house and my uncle's house. Everybody was there. (Except for ABCD)

I started 'tasting' the food in the kitchen when all women were busy cooking. They tasted SO real, SO familiar that I can still recall the shape of the mushroom in the chicken soup.

Dinner time. Everyone sat. I dunno why the firecrackers were on the dining table (Dreams are never logical). Anyway, my cousin lit them and fragment of red paper dropped on my head. I swept them off and dinner started in laughter.

The last dish arrived before I woke up was a strange one, 'chicken in dark sauce' which I can barely see the chicken. And I heard something like 'put some pepper'.

Delicious dream. Why must I wake up :(

I doubt if I laughed when I was sleeping.